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>>23:17

gotta admit, these first 3 months of 2020 have been a fucking shit show. mostly things out of my control tho. in all honesty, i’ve been feeling better than ever, personally, it’s just that the rest of the world around me is falling apart. but ima just do me and keep on keepin on err wutever. control what i can and do my best to stay happy. try and make the rest of the year better than this rough start. who knows, maybe tomorrow it’l/ turn out that these first 3 months of the year were just one big april foolz lol

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>>20:48

PC powering on but not displaying anything on screen… gonna keep trying, hopefully this thing works by tonight.

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>>23:43

got it done…

#hellaproudofmyself

#time2quarintinewithmyfirstcustombuiltPC

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>>23:48

happypiday3.14159wutevr

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>>23:29

new month same shit.

im givin a lotta drum lessons tho, so das cool.

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>>23:33

LEAP year … day

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>>22:19

hello. i haven’t written on this website for a while. this month has been pretty rough, if you couldn’t tell by all the depressing memes runnin around the interwebz. unfortunately, on top of all the threats of world war 3, viruses, natural disasters, etc/ there was also a death in the family of the love of my life. the happiest and healthiest, most energetic and most caring uncle was taken away from us way too early and left many, many, many people heartbroken in his absence. i honestly believe those moments will be the saddest in my life for a very long time. but at the same time, he provided the opportunity for many of the happiest moments in many peoples life – so his memory lives on, very, very strongly.

rest in peace, tio ruben. you were and always will be an inspiration. any success that comes out of this year – that i was hoping so dearly would be a good year, that has, unfortunately, gotten off to a pretty shit fucking start – but whatever good does come out of it, we owe it to you. thank you. gracias para todo.

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>>23:21

played monster hunter til 3 am next but also gotta lotta productive stuff done today so das gud.

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>>23:44

evy and i skated today for the first time in 2020, marking today as 1 out of 365 for our attempt at rollerskating/blading every day for a year – til 12january2021

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>>02:24

today i start skating every day.

i got a job that starts in 8 days, i wanna to complete a creative project before then.

too lazy to fix this grammatical error ^

been too lazy to get outta the house for the majority of these first couple a weeks of the new decade to be honest. but that’s not how im gonna let the year go by. gonna call this a two week beginnin of the year vacation, then kick it into overdrive until summer and i get all A’s at school and do good at my job and music and stuff but also find time to play video games and other hobbies and also save up to travel and stuff;… sgunnabeyagudone.

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>>22:44

REALLY GOOD PAST FEW DAYS WHICH IS REALLY COOL.

getting my shit together. like actually. feels really really good. like this last month of this last year of this decade is gonna be the cherry on top of the getmyshittogether cake,

cuz i got a good paying job teaching music! and it’s kinduva perfect schedule and doesn’t start til next year but now i don’t have to stress about not having a job for the rest of this year! feels like i’ve been relaxing in a more productive way ever since then, which is good.

also YADANUBES has been keeping me busy, we have our first show in a week and i am so grateful for this project pushing me to get most of said shit together, which i am currently doing now and am going to get back to but just wanted to report on a good first day of the last month of the last year of this decade.

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