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in 10 years ill be 35. fuck. scary shit. i mean everybody gets older but i wanna feel like i did everything with my life that i could. at the same time i just spent the whole day playing video games. but it felt good. i feel happy.
tomorrow i start teaching music summer camps at 9 am every day of the week. if i manage to show up on time every day and not be a late fuck up as usual, might even be able to say i semi-have-my-shit-together.
we’ll see.
ize also wanted to establish some daily/weekly goals for 25 – doin shit ive always wanted to do but never – like getting good at drawin n shit. just bought a pack of sharpies. gotta go to sleep rn to wake up on time tomorrow but ideally i’d like to start making sundays a getmyshittogether, both responsibly and creatively, kinda day. like do all the general chores n shit that needa get done, check up on finances or wutever, but also make some music n art n stuff. also throw some coding/programming in there which kinda falls in the inbetween, cuz i could do some cool creative shit with it but it could also make me lotsa more a that mula at the end of the day so yeah.
also keep forgetting to mention this, apparently APRIL2020 is the first month i didnt post at all on this ‘blog’/website thing since i started it. which is weird cuz i coulda swore i remember making a stupid 420 post about 20april2020 but maybe i forgotta push the publish button or some stupid shit like that. and for a second, i freaked out about it when i saw the inconsistency in the archives, but now i feel fine about it cuz it feels kinda like i restart. ive been posting a buncha nonsense and not actually doin anything, so now its time start postin less and start doin more.
soye.
cool.
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