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// 11:34 pm
today was a good day.
i did everything i wanted to. i feel relaxed and in control. that’s a good thing.
i have a lot to do still. i’m feeling confident however, in my progress of taking responsible and necessary tasks and turning them into automatic habits so i can focus my energy on different tasks. one of the next tasks i want to handle with a more serious approach is writing content and developing this blog/website/thing.
so yeah. stick around. should get good soon.
what a day, what a day.
CONTENT.
i need to write more content.
Thu 12:19 AM
that’s what my computer says in the top right corner of my screen as of the moment of me typing this.
this month of this year, october 2017, is the first time i’ve set up a scheduled blog post to happen at 11 AM every day of the month. i know this is an insignificant thing to most people, especially since not more than 3 of these posts have contained any actual content, but it meant a lot to me in the moment of accomplishing it (which i believe was the night of October 1st which is why that ((should be)) the only post of this month published past 11 AM.)
ANYWAYS.
all that to say, i need to write more. i need to make it my job. to write. to code. to learn. to make money. i’ve honestly impressed myself in how far i’ve gotten with music, but it could be more. but out of my skills i have and want to develop, that one needs the least of work. now, one might to say to themselves at this point that i’m wearing myself too thin and becoming a jack of all trades instead of a master of any one skillset. to which i would say, you’re probably right. but i’m too stubborn to conform my life to just being one thing, whether that’s a musician or janitor. even though i think i could be “happy” living my life as a poor musician, i still want to do so much more. and i feel like the words i’m typing are so off track from where my head is at, i don’t know what else to say about it. but, just goes to show i need to get better at this writing thing… i need to get better at this documenting my life thing… i don’t know why it’s become the norm for my generation, but it has, and i need to adapt. i say it’s easy to myself in my head and i could easily get rich quick doing it, so why haven’t i done it?