Author: admin

>23:18

gonna try to post every day from yesterday on out. still miss my dog tho <3

<23:19

>20:38 [08:38 PM]

it’s been 8 days since my dog died.

his name was Cloud. he was the sweetest boye and i will love him and miss him forever.

we used to call him “crazy 8” because he would run circles around our couch and table in an 8 formation, right at 8 o’ clock pm on the dot every night.

now he’s “loco ocho” el alebrije en el cielo. Cloud The Dog in the clouds with all the other dogs and cats and people and beings.

surrounding me with love. a month ago i woulda thought that was cheesy af but i can feel it. so it’s real… right? yes. i won’t doubt anymore. i don’t know everything, but i know how i feel and, for the most part, how the other people around me feel. now, it’s just a matter of identifying what makes us feel best, and how i can provide that as well as safety, security & love for myself and those that surround my life.

te amo y te extrano Cloud The Dog <3

<21:03

>21:49

everything i do is for him.C<3

and i couldn’t do everything without the help of her.E<3

and i wouldn’t be here without my mumziie and my family.MF<3

<21:51

>22:58

CloudTheDog<3

<23:00

>00:58

technically the 8th, but had a good day on this 7th and am still in the night of so here we are. ~48 hours to turn in as much school work as i can. started this last 10 day hustle to pull up my grade/(kindasortamylife) with the idea of having 240 hours to do as much work as i can. i shoulda divided it up front into smaller portions to tackle, but ill do that now and hopefully translate it into future projects as well.

so, 10 days = 240 hours = 2 sets of 120 hours = 2 sets of 60 hours = 2 sets of 2 and a half days = 5 days = 1 M-F week… x2 = 10 days… idk how if this type of thinking is actually useful or not but ima try and use this obession to drive me towards creating some type of time app. and i’m finally making an attempt at school again so hopefully this computer science thing works out.

<01:05

>21:02

i feel good. now i just need to take this good feeling energy and turn it into good school work.

<21:03

>18:45

doin’ good. for the most part. posted past midnight last so it might appear as being posted on the 4th but i’m gonna keep that one titled as the 3rd and let this one be the 4th. cuz this is my website. and fuck consistency.

<18:46

>00:01

clocking a minute passed midnight of the 4th buttfuckit les call this august 3rd.

<00:02

>23:57

‘nother close call

<<23:57

/inconsistency

>23:50

10 days to get shit together, 240 hours. down to 9 days in 10 minutes but uh yeah. haha. cool beans.

<23:51