Author: admin

>23:51

bloggy doggy. miss u cloud<3

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>23:15

today was another important day. i gained a lot of direction in my life. i feel more like i have clear goals to aim towards for the next ~5 years or so. i feel like im finally getting over my “fuck school” binge. i still hate the state that the education system is currently in, but i am going to play along with it for my own benefit, then change it once i gain the skills necessary to do so. i am going to focus. focus on 4 major life careers/philosophies:

1) Music/Art (film & animation included)

2) Education

3) Technology

4) Healthcare

the last one being something i had never considered until last week, and i’ve just now discovered it is conveniently the only bachelor’s degree my college (recently but no longer community college) offers. so it works out well. weirdly well. but it makes me happy. gives me purpose. more of it, at least. a safe, reliable, and necessary skill set for the future job market and my best shot at being able to make a living where i want to live. at home.

i feel good. i feel like these 4 skills can help me protect my loved ones closest to me. i also feel like they will apply very well to my ambitions into changing the world into a slightly better version of itself. but first i have to become a better version of myself. so here’s to that.

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>23:52

hey there. been a bit. august 31st was an important day. i’ve been doin’ alright. let’s see how much of my shit i can get together before the end of the year.

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>21:04

successfully crashed a class. yay. i still hate school, but i will get an A this semester, and i will get my shit together. thank you for reading.

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>17:05

omw to crash a intro to computer science class yaaayyy]

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>23:39

i’ve been lucky the past few nights in that i’ve been home by 11ish(pm) just in time to post for the day, but i know that will not always be the case. so, i need to build the habit of doing this in the morning rather than at night… ~12 hours before around 11am would be better, and i’m pretty sure that’s what i used to aim for but at a certain point i stopped aiming… i miss my dog

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>23:47

deruttify.

SATnite->SUNmawn

^in’

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>23:51

it’s been 2 8-day weeks since my dog died died on the 8th day of the 8th month of the 18th year of the “2000’s”

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>23:47

firstdayback2skewlwentgud.

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>21:28

gooday<3

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