Author: admin

>>19:55

cuatro meses <3

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>>19:57

+ updated (no title)

<19:58

>>23:56

update

<23:57

>23:18

… i needa get better at doing stuff

<23:19

>14:19

little bit of a late start to the month but that’s okay as long as i got the month… for this year and last those are acceptable standards, but i want to and need to judge myself on stricter standards next year, 2019. and i don’t mean judge myself more as in feel bad for myself over some pathetic bullshit – no, i mean if i am going to do the things that i want to do then i need to start doing things dammit so get to work. if im going to be my own boss then i need to make my employee, me, do his fucking job. which at this point, is just SOMETHING. ANYTHING. JUST. DO. IIIT.

i was thinking of implementing a posting schedule but i think instead of a certain timeframe i just need to check this site 3 times a day. because this ‘daily posting’ thing has lowered my standards to just tossing up a random bullshit blabber post then doing nothing with the actual site. i need to do actual work. so this is my first time here today. i will post again for my second and it’s possible my third might be late tonite/early tomorrow but if that’s the case then so be it. ideally, eventually, things will turn into a more consistent schedule and who knows maybe ill actually start waking up in the morning and do something productive but let’s not get too ahead of ourselves here. just start with something. anything. this is a start, now more.

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>23:45

last day of the last year before the last year before 2020, 2019.

<23:48

>21:42

work 24 hours a day

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>23:09

23

<23:09

>23:33

gonna get on track

<23:33

>23:59

fuck…

allniter?

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>00:02

accidentally put 2019 but on that note i want to make that a sober year… did i mention that already? also i think i spent over $100 on this website this year and haven’t done shit with let alone make a dollar soooo time to either start making money or stop paying money… fuck money

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>23:18

i think\

it’s funny that i’m 23 and it’s 2018 and i can’t stop thinking about how i want to live my life and if i’m doing it right/

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