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how’d y’all like my lil video yesterday? not exactly the masterpiece i was planning it to be but at least i got it done within the relative time frame i had hoped. i had completely forgotten about uploading videos to youtube for a whole year then just randomly decided to go thru my old vids again around the end of september, realizing that my last video was 01october2017. funny enough, pretty much all i said in that ~10 second video was “i am going to get my shit together.” now here we are today, still without it all together, but i can confidently say it is more together now than it was then. even though my dog died. weirdly, i feel like that event was definitely a driving force in this recent surge of slightly better productivity and responsibility. i lost my cloud and with that i lost my comfort. i am still surrounded and spoiled by plenty other blessings, but… i don’t know. certainly isn’t the same. but i am going to take his good vibe energy and channel it into a better version of me.
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