not sure what to title this, just feel like typing.

i want to plan my last 24 hours of april, 2017. it is 1:48 am as i am writing this, leaving me 12 minutes til 2 am, which will leave me with 22 hours left.

i want to start keeping track of my days as 3 different 8 hour blocks – work, play and rest.

i will put these past 2 hours in rest as well as the next 6. the next 16 will be split between work and play. i may not accurately follow this grid every day, it may fluctuate, but i think as long as i keep track it will help me be more aware of my lifestyle and if i’m spending my time in a healthy way or not. i have had a constant feeling of burden with time and it’s fleeting nature for the past few years – maybe even longer. it’s a theme of life that i want to feel like i’m in control of. even though i’m afraid may be impossible to be in complete control of. but maybe that’s just a cop out excuse to not try.

i’m not sure what i’m saying. but i know i’ve been having some good ideas and i need to put them to use. i’m going to turn this website and many other things into something useful soon. i just need to do it. which apparently is easier said than done. but it’s doable. so i am going to do it. whatever it is.

it could be an album, it could be an app, it could be a… buncha other things that i’m too lazy to type right now. but they’ll be cool probably who knows who cares

it’s 1:58 now. 1:59, actually. 1 minute left til 2. and i think i’m changing my mind about the rest. i could do any sort of rearranging with my hour blocks – just as long as they average out to around 8 hours each thing – save for a couple hours here and there for transitional hours or whatever. i got lost, anyway -it’s 2:01 and i’ma thinkin’ of doin’ an hour or 2 of work since i’m feelin’ a bit inspired. i’ll go to sleep at 3 or 4 at the latest, which is usual, and wake up by 12 at the latest – but set an alarm for 10 to check on my phone and make sure i don’t have anything i need to be stressing about for the day. cuz the past weekend i will admit i’ve felt about out of control with my time – but hopefully this will help.

i think i’ll start my hour of work by publishing this “blog post” and going back to finally link that map of 2017 that i was talking about before. so yeah. i think some positive changes are about to happen. i just need to make them happen. i think if i make the right changes within myself, it will reflect in my life. i really want to focus on establishing myself as a professional ready for the “post-college world” this month of may. i need to do work on the products and services i want to create and sell as businesses. i am going to do that work and document it here and analyze my progress and try to optimize my time into a healthy lifestlye. it may be ugly at first but hopefully it gets prettier. but i guess i gotta start to find out. does any of this make sense? i don’t know? but it’s 2:13 and i;’mg oing to press publish now?