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hopeless and hopeful

feel hopeless cuz there’s a tonna stuff i want to do and seemingly no time to do it all but at the same time i’m hopeful it’s all just gonna be a sorta exciting challenge and puzzle i getta figure out if that makes any sense at all… i’m doing stuff which is good. push ups. drawing stuff. i feel like i should be doing a lot more work on my ep tho but its still one of those things where im scared to work on cuz idk im weird and fearful of feeling but yeah i just gotta do it i know that. i don’t know how to go public with all this stuff though. how long now have i just been writing to myself on this “blog” like a crazy person now/.? and like i started the DwD website at the beginning of fall 2016 and it’s just kinda sat there in the same place since then and not taken any progress anywhere… idk man. overall things are good tho so yay. time to start being a lazy sloth tho and start working 80-120 hours a week