>>23:11
i did a homework today… ideally it would be 2 homeworks but i’m halfway thru the second one and got kinda stuck… ima take a lil brain break then get back to it and try and get it done before i go to sleep, after midnight.
also, i read a full first chapter of a book, which is, sadly, a first in a while for me. and i am really excited about finishing it. in fact, i won’t name the title of the book here until i finish it, just to see if that helps make me finish it at all, because i haven’t fully read a book on my own in a very long time honestly… not enough, and i feel like that and many other things i have and haven’t done for many years in a row are weighing down on me and making me feel like i have to break out of all these bad habits and start all these new good habits at once.
at the same time, i know i don’t need to do that – that i can take my time and build one habit at a time with solid fundamentals and structure… and i know i need to do that… but i don’t do it… so i don’t know/
<23:18
*edit: forgot the ‘3’ in ’23:18’… funny cuz i’m turning 24, aka, not 23?.. no, not funny.
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