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doin better. cleaning my room as i type this. kinda. i mean, not at the exact same time but – you get what i mean. got people hitting me up to hang out but i don’t want to. i constantly seclude myself in order to get shit done then don’t get shit done then get depressed – but this is one of those rare occasions where i actually am getting shit done so i want to take advantage. first my room, then my computer (which is a fucking disaster and half of the source of my cleaning stress which may one of the most pathetic first world problems i’ve ever stressed this much about… idk if that makes sense but moving on) then my garage where i am supposed to have been doing all my entrepreneurial work this whole time i’ve been dropped out of school but instead it’s mostly been a party/procrastination zone… my home has had major lazy vibes embedded into it for a while now. as i mentioned in a previous post, my gf saged my room. i have felt much better since then. idk if it has a direct actual affect but i needed something desperately so i just believed in it and it has worked. i am grateful for that. i am going to get back to working on myself now.
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