>21:07
hi there. s’beena while. not a super long while – but a few days. a few days after i said i’m never gonna miss a day again. again. so yeah. there’s that.
yesterday was valentine’s day, which means i needa start lovin’ myself… maybe that isn’t as a direct correlation as i’m making it out to be, but i’m stickin’ with it.
i don’t hate myself, but i don’t treat myself with the type of love that i need if that makes sense… getting into the body, soul and mind type of stuff – i’m not as healthy as i could be – and that’s because of the input that i choose to put in. i need healthier habits. health > comfort.
schedules. strict schedules. stick to em. somethin’ i don’t know… i’m gonna schedule the auto-posts for the rest of the month in the next hour, as well as make my own personal schedule for the night… i have practice at 10 tomorrow, which means i should get up at 9, which means i should be able to get away with staying up til 3 and getting 6 hours of sleep – which also means i have ~6 hours awake to play with currently. but not play – work. so work with… i shoulda just said that then i guess.
i want to finally customize this site to make it my own from scratch like i said i was going to do… and if you haven’t guessed, i didn’t make any money off this thing in january, so we’re starting off the year with a loss… i’m slightly forgiving myself on it but i shouldn’t be. there’s too many things that i want to accomplish in the 2020’s that i need to start working on now.
so i’m going to get to work now then. will update within these 6 hours.
<21:18
>02:23
tired. sleepy time. shit. haven’t set auto posts. was slightly productive tho, just not with what i said i was going to be… gonna set tomorrows then do the rest of the months before practice, see ya then.
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