i don’t know why i’ve grown into this obsession with dates and time but i have… i thought today about how trivial it all is and how much it holds me back. i don’t think “holds me back is really the right phrasing but i can’t think of anything better. obviously, time and dates set a constraint on reality that makes it easier to percieve – we wouldn’t be where we are if we didn’t “know” that today is “27 april 2017” – but i feel like it’s good and healthy to remembef that that’s all made up every once in a while. sure, it’s based on a pretty reasonable system and understanding of the earth rotating the sun or whatever, but that’s just our planet around our specific sun in the midst of millions if not billions if not trillions others like it, but not at all the same… idk what i’m talking about… i wish it were easier to stream of conscious type… i wanted to reference a video in here about how its actually 20,017 instead of 2,017… i’ll link it later. i kind of went on an “off topic rant” as usual (idk what’s up with me n these ” marks rn im sorry i cant stop myself), but i started thinking of all this because i really want to put some sort of ep on my birthday this year and it’s really stressing me out knowing me and how i am with deadlines… but we’ll see how it goes i guess
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